I was Fearless!
Wednesday, May 14, 08 by jossbong
What scares you the most?
Clowns? Exams? Dying? Monsters? Pain?
I was fearless, but after i opened my QUT mail it felt like as if my worst nightmare has arrived. I have been informed that my first assignment is all marked and ready waiting for me at “assignment minder”.
To be honest, my first assignment is the worst of all because it was the first assignment after three months, i totally forgot how assignments are done, it was more of a historical essay but yet they still asked me to form a freakin’ argument.
I don’t know what to do? I don’t know how to calm myself, I DON”T KNOW………………..!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
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And I was thinking to myself, hmmm, i can NOT open my assignment sheet and find out my marks a bit later, maybe till i get home. Funniest thing happen, did you know they put the God-damn marks on the outside of the assignment, yea they freaking do.
I picked up my assignment, while thinking of when to open it, and there it was my marks. CB! Actually, i should be glad I passed but what to do I’m ASIAN. Did you know that we are all KIASU? Oh, don’t deny it buddy because no matter how hard you try to convince me you’re not, YOU ARE!
Heck, I was raised up in a “non-pressure”/ just work as hard as you can family and even I AM kiasu. Don’t tell me you don’t try to find out what your friends get, ever!? Don’t tell me you don’t feel better/worse about yourself after you find out what they got!?
“WHAT!? That loser did better than me!?” might be going through your brain at times
but i think you will feel better if,
“OH MY GOD! He/She suck! I did this last minute but yet my marks are better than his” was going through your mind.
Everyone does it! Don’t deny it because I DON’T BELIEVE YOU!
Anyways, as i was saying, i should be happy with my marks because it was the first assignment and i was kind of lost on a lot of things, i was not sure of a lot of things and I didn’t ask. Thank God I passed.
Oh, that was not i was thinking when i received my assignment, really it wasn’t!
My two days worth of thoughts.
XOXO,
JossBong
